Creativity in my world!

my life just suck each day i have.
it's like people just keep on splatting rubbish about me around.
i just don't get it.
seriously, i told you over and over again i really love someone else.
and that love won't change.
I'm sure of it.
i won't break my own promises.
you and your friends really pissed me off today.
i thought you knew that i won't change my mind.
and if you're jealous about me loving that someone , i'm sorry .
it seems i can't love you.
forcing won't be the same.
so might as well just let it be.
your friends keep saying "where's my gf ? " , " do i like you ? "
this questions really shows what you told your friends about me.
i really like being your friend .
but not to extend people asking me am i attached to you.
I'm not here to give you false hope.
but here to encourage you in your studies that's all.
and i think your mom doesn't like me.
so i guess we just let it be.
i can't concentrate in my studies with all this pressure happening around.
and i don't want our studies to be affected by all this.
it's not important at all.
fyi your N levels is more important than me.
so just concentrated in your studies and don't think about loving or liking
someone for now.
It's really a waste of time.
relationship don't give you a good grade in your N levels.
so just stop what you trying to do.
and i won't be having any relationship for now.