Thursday, May 28, 2009, 5:46 PM
i miss my gay partner !
it's been 2 long months you're in icu.
and i've been killing my time waiting for your return.
your loud laughter is greatly miss by all of us.
exchanging bags with you was my favorite.
i love your RED CRUMPLER bag !
talking in all the classes and getting scolded was our hobby.
dreaming of being a professional photographer was our dreams.
you just crack up a lame joke in everything.
everyday without fail , you'll never stop irritating me.
but now i miss it alot.
for some reason you just like to read my msges and reply it also.
skipping art remedial just for some people was our routine.
i just wish for all that to be back again.
when will you come back and disturb me again ?
may god bless you Jon.
imissmygaypartner !
we love GREEN !!
it's been 2 long months you're in icu.
and i've been killing my time waiting for your return.
your loud laughter is greatly miss by all of us.
exchanging bags with you was my favorite.
i love your RED CRUMPLER bag !
talking in all the classes and getting scolded was our hobby.
dreaming of being a professional photographer was our dreams.
you just crack up a lame joke in everything.
everyday without fail , you'll never stop irritating me.
but now i miss it alot.
for some reason you just like to read my msges and reply it also.
skipping art remedial just for some people was our routine.
i just wish for all that to be back again.
when will you come back and disturb me again ?
may god bless you Jon.
imissmygaypartner !
we love GREEN !!
Labels: Get well soon Jonathan Seet Nicholas .
4:02 PM
Note to self : Love is a way of showing someone you care. Love means you're never alone. It keeps you going, you live for it, you take a hold and nothing is more important. Your top priority is the other person and when you love them, you give them all of yourself.
ryan is falling for you .
Labels: notes of life .
Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 9:24 PM
Sup!
Today was hardworking day !
just felt like studying goeg.
i learned about features of the tropical rain forest.
suppose to learn my malay ,
but just can't take too much of it.
i got sick of it .
study for 5 long hours.
i just motivated myself to work hard.
so not me to say all that.
4 days left for O LEVEL MALAY !
hope i do well for it .
Today was hardworking day !
just felt like studying goeg.
i learned about features of the tropical rain forest.
suppose to learn my malay ,
but just can't take too much of it.
i got sick of it .
study for 5 long hours.
i just motivated myself to work hard.
so not me to say all that.
4 days left for O LEVEL MALAY !
hope i do well for it .
i miss you so much !
when can we meet up again.
i really want to see you.
when can we meet up again.
i really want to see you.
ryanlovesyou!
Labels: rebelious kid became good
Tuesday, May 26, 2009, 6:05 PM
Sup !
life has been boring since last friday.
my phone just suck now.
just my luck to have a spoil LCD.
thinking of getting a new phone.
but i rather get a Nikon camera.
since my O LEVEL malay will be around the corner,
intensive learning had started.
everyday learning my own language.
damn boring !
but when i found out new words in the malay dictionary
it was just funny to pronounce and know the meaning.
been working hard for this paper.
hopefully i get B3 and above.
don't want to retake it again.
like what my teacher say ,
"take it once and do it well ".
life has been boring since last friday.
my phone just suck now.
just my luck to have a spoil LCD.
thinking of getting a new phone.
but i rather get a Nikon camera.
since my O LEVEL malay will be around the corner,
intensive learning had started.
everyday learning my own language.
damn boring !
but when i found out new words in the malay dictionary
it was just funny to pronounce and know the meaning.
been working hard for this paper.
hopefully i get B3 and above.
don't want to retake it again.
like what my teacher say ,
"take it once and do it well ".
i hope everything is fine.
don't give up in anything that comes by once.
cause you'll regret it one day.
i just want you to know that i'll always be by
your side.
remember that you're always in my heart.
and we'll strive through the obstacles together.
no matter what happens i won't leave you in despaired.
i love you .
ryanwillbethereforyou :)
Labels: believe me alright .
Friday, May 22, 2009, 10:14 PM
note to self : bare with the consequences .i can't keep it to myself .
i really need to tell you everything that has
been in my heart since 13 may.
maybe it's to quick to say that i like you.
maybe you could say I'm just having a infatuation
towards you.
but i just feel that my feelings towards you are true.
i didn't believe it either .
but the late night calls talking till dawn , made me see
the one that I've been waiting for , for 6 solid months.
not only that , after fetching you back from school the
other day , you made my dream became reality.
the bus trip back to your place was just shocking.
i really didn't expect you to hold me that way.
i was over joy after you left.
but i didn't have the courage to tell you.
even though you're having tons problems,
i still want to be with you.
i don't mind your past .
cause the past will only be the past.
and i believe people change their ways.
I'm willing to be with you .
even if it takes me to be by your side
through you pains and hurts.
i hope you still remember the promise we made.
"tell me if you don't love your boyfriend anymore "
I'll be waiting for my time to glow in
your fragile heart.
and I'll keep your heart safely lock in mind.
i really need to tell you everything that has
been in my heart since 13 may.
maybe it's to quick to say that i like you.
maybe you could say I'm just having a infatuation
towards you.
but i just feel that my feelings towards you are true.
i didn't believe it either .
but the late night calls talking till dawn , made me see
the one that I've been waiting for , for 6 solid months.
not only that , after fetching you back from school the
other day , you made my dream became reality.
the bus trip back to your place was just shocking.
i really didn't expect you to hold me that way.
i was over joy after you left.
but i didn't have the courage to tell you.
even though you're having tons problems,
i still want to be with you.
i don't mind your past .
cause the past will only be the past.
and i believe people change their ways.
I'm willing to be with you .
even if it takes me to be by your side
through you pains and hurts.
i hope you still remember the promise we made.
"tell me if you don't love your boyfriend anymore "
I'll be waiting for my time to glow in
your fragile heart.
and I'll keep your heart safely lock in mind.
ryanlovesyou :)
Labels: will you like me ?
5:45 PM
i just screwed my mid year exams.
i just feel like quitting now.
i really need to start studying.
it's really irritating to get lectured by
teachers about ite .
I'm fcuking annoyed that i cant go ite
and someone teacher just have
to repeat and repeat about it.
now i have to decide my future.
no more playing around.
either poly or ite ?
i just feel like quitting now.
i really need to start studying.
it's really irritating to get lectured by
teachers about ite .
I'm fcuking annoyed that i cant go ite
and someone teacher just have
to repeat and repeat about it.
now i have to decide my future.
no more playing around.
either poly or ite ?
i really want to tell you that i like you.
every day getting your text makes a smile on my face.
you just make me feel good now.
talking to you every night , ends my day with joy.
i just feel happy being with you.
but somethings just bother me to see you in this kind of state.
i know that you're having tons of problems,
and i don't want to be the cause of it.
i just want to be there with you through thick and thin.
i wouldn't leave you with all this problems occurring
in your life.
i don't want to see you get hurt.
i just want to bring joy to your life.
I'm just waiting for you to tell me you love me.
every day getting your text makes a smile on my face.
you just make me feel good now.
talking to you every night , ends my day with joy.
i just feel happy being with you.
but somethings just bother me to see you in this kind of state.
i know that you're having tons of problems,
and i don't want to be the cause of it.
i just want to be there with you through thick and thin.
i wouldn't leave you with all this problems occurring
in your life.
i don't want to see you get hurt.
i just want to bring joy to your life.
I'm just waiting for you to tell me you love me.
but i guess ..... i don't know ..
Friday, May 15, 2009, 7:15 PM
sup !ok firstly HAPPY 17 B'DAE ! to myself . :)
I'm one year to legal age .
my b'dae felt like any other day.
nothing much actually.
i got wishes from friends and people
i don't really know. weird.
i got presents from my family.
much appreciated by me .
school was ok.
didn't get "sabo" by my friends.
luckily.
was having exam that day so didn't
had the mood to party .
i know you won't wish me happy b'dae.
you don't even remember when it is. it's ok.
maybe i just don't mean anything to you .
i'm just a grown kid with a empty heart.
i'll still wish you on your b'dae .
you're still clearly in my small , fragile heart.
i still love you .
and for some reason i think i'm having a crush
on someone who's close to me now.
Labels: now i'm 17 ..
Thursday, May 7, 2009, 9:49 PM
till today I'm still not giving up on you.
i just can't.
girls past me , and I'm still loving you.
i know you're still attached .
but i just cant resist thinking of you.
my birthday is reaching soon ,
and all i wish for is you.
i really wish you could just wish me Happy Birthday .
you don't know how much
my heart yearns for you.
only my soul and heart can feel the pain.
keeping this feeling to the deepest is hard.
but what can i do.
i have no strength to faced you.
I'm just so scared of you.
maybe cause of my cruel mistakes ,
I'm being like this.
i really want to see you again.
without my fear with me.
ryan loves you. :(i just can't.
girls past me , and I'm still loving you.
i know you're still attached .
but i just cant resist thinking of you.
my birthday is reaching soon ,
and all i wish for is you.
i really wish you could just wish me Happy Birthday .
you don't know how much
my heart yearns for you.
only my soul and heart can feel the pain.
keeping this feeling to the deepest is hard.
but what can i do.
i have no strength to faced you.
I'm just so scared of you.
maybe cause of my cruel mistakes ,
I'm being like this.
i really want to see you again.
without my fear with me.
alot!
Labels: without you i can't love .
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