Creativity in my world!

I'm freaking bored now.
life been cranky abit.
but still working on succeeding in life.
weird things happened everyday.
just happen to get a call for a parent.
after that call i can't describe the feelings i felt.
just indescribable.
never in my life someone beg me.
i'm no one to beg at.
i'll try my best to bring what
your mom yearn from you.
love her and don't hurt her.

for some reason i just regret having a life like this.
my happiness just leave me after you left.
i know I'm nothing to you now.
it's been 3 long years since you left me.
i did tried to forget you.
but i just don't get it why I'm still thinking about you.
when I'm alone , your name is in my mind.
i just can't forget what you did for me.
i still have our picture together.
each time i call your name, i reminisced our past.
you gave me more than i asked.
but now i see no chance for me to be with you.
i didn't mean to hurt you.
i know i lied to you.
saying sorry to you doesn't change everything.
now I'm only waiting patiently to be with you again.