Creativity in my world!

Sup!
I'm just tired doing art every single day.
soo many things to be done and not enough time.
now my time is occupied with long hours lessons and finishing my art .
a few more months to get out of this boring school life.
after that getting my hair dyed again as it was before.
hate this pour black hair.

jon's birthday this 14 .
and the girls are planning to give him a card.
and all wanted to go to sgh.
since the H1N1 is still happening around,
we were advise to sent a representative to go.
and i really want to meet him.
I REALLY MISS HIM ALOT !
i just can't be myself since he was in coma.
no more stupid jokes, loud laughter, unstoppable irritating-ness ,
looking at hot girls and even those hot teacher's.
everything feels so different now.
we used to fight on something very stupid
but ended up laughing at each other for our actions.
writing on each others hands was just part of the irritating-ness.
words like "jon rocks .... " are just left in the my things
that you wrote before you left.
i can't forget the times when you ask me if i understand
what the teacher were teaching.
and you were willing to teach me. thanks alot !
i wasn't ashamed to ask help from you.
i still remember when we were in sec 4, every english
lesson you will asked me to play with your hair.
and both of us will start talking and not concentrate.

all that we've been through together is just so hard to believe
your not her with me.

i miss my gay partner ! :(